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Of Science and Salvation

A brief dedication is due, as although I wrote this during the period of a walk, following an emotional chat with my sisters, and with the desire to be near someone well acquainted with my history, of who Be— was … Continue reading

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An Artist Identifies His Muse

Long have I known that I come off as a flirt, oft even when speaking to those I have no such intentions with. I suppose I hadn’t given this much thought until a sense of value I was able to … Continue reading

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The Hemorrhaging of a Crystal Soul

I suppose it’s his swarthy complexion that leads men to offer him drugs. He is my friend and I am his sage and thus his recent acquisition of meth came into my hands. Yes, meth. The big bad. In spite … Continue reading

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the puzzle, The Puzzle, THE PUZZLE!

Last year I started doing the city paper’s daily crossword. It was free to pick up on campus and I found it a useful way to occupy myself during long lectures in a manner less consuming than the internet i.e. … Continue reading

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Dirty Mind Tricks

As is oft the case, I found myself musing on the potential benefits of a DMT experience to my ever present desire for self growth and development into a more spiritual being, one grounded in expressions of love, acceptance and … Continue reading

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Medication Mancala

Today I was prescribed Adderall in the manner you might hand someone Advil. It was an absolutely bizarre experience, as Adderall is something I have been asking doctors to allow me to try for some time, to no avail. I … Continue reading

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Reflection ft. Mac Miller

Mac Miller is dead. I always said if I’d heard his Delusional Thomas album when I was suicidal, in the throws of my addiction, I woulda been pushed over the edge. I would be dead. Now he’s dead. He was … Continue reading

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First Day Sober

Today is my first day of sobriety so I’m drinking. It’s not the first time I am writing this nor is it the first time this has happened. It always seems like making the right choice will be easier tomorrow … Continue reading

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